so i'm totally not feeling myself right now. i'm not sure how everything is going to work out. i want to move, but i don't want to move. i want both sides of the spectrum and there's no such thing. but alas, to put a seal to my indecisiveness, i have decided to take the opening spot at erc. wasn't this what i wanted initially? now san diego decides to be nice - earlier enrollment, erc housing... still, los angeles sits in the back of my head. but is it really possible now? can i really do THAT?