Friday, April 24, 2009
Monday, April 20, 2009
i fudging can't concentrate!
i realized everytime i got something heavy on my mind or something i'm nervous about, i dream about it. like how i dreamed about doing titration problems before the chem midterm. like how i dreamed about blocking for my dance company. shit! and not long ago i was dreaming about next year's life in the wondrous apartments. i think it's definitely the next step to becoming an adult. i hear people talking about getting apartments off campus, and i definitely can't wait for that. so in the near future, we got to pay for our bills - electricity, water, rent, gardening? it's a daunting task to be a mature adult but all very exciting at the same time. so next year, we finally get to have our own space, our own privacy - but what i'm most excited about is the kitchen. i can't begin to imagine what kind of goodies i can cook and bake, and since it's so hot nowadays, maybe a blender would be nifty?
i think i honestly need to hit the tan booths. or something to get rid of my paleness so i can leisurely and confidently wear shorts and expose my limbs. it's definitely a self-conscious type of thing for me. the only continent i dare wear shorts and blind passerby's is asia, where pale bodies are worshiped. i walked about today in the morbid heat and all i could think about was stripping off all my clothes. maybe i should invest in a few dresses? my mom used to tell me that i dress too boyish. i hope that's not true anymore 'cause femininity is sexy. duh. i just need a shopping spree for spring and summer clothes. i want to hit the mall soon but for now, i've got to hit the books.. :(
i realized everytime i got something heavy on my mind or something i'm nervous about, i dream about it. like how i dreamed about doing titration problems before the chem midterm. like how i dreamed about blocking for my dance company. shit! and not long ago i was dreaming about next year's life in the wondrous apartments. i think it's definitely the next step to becoming an adult. i hear people talking about getting apartments off campus, and i definitely can't wait for that. so in the near future, we got to pay for our bills - electricity, water, rent, gardening? it's a daunting task to be a mature adult but all very exciting at the same time. so next year, we finally get to have our own space, our own privacy - but what i'm most excited about is the kitchen. i can't begin to imagine what kind of goodies i can cook and bake, and since it's so hot nowadays, maybe a blender would be nifty?
i think i honestly need to hit the tan booths. or something to get rid of my paleness so i can leisurely and confidently wear shorts and expose my limbs. it's definitely a self-conscious type of thing for me. the only continent i dare wear shorts and blind passerby's is asia, where pale bodies are worshiped. i walked about today in the morbid heat and all i could think about was stripping off all my clothes. maybe i should invest in a few dresses? my mom used to tell me that i dress too boyish. i hope that's not true anymore 'cause femininity is sexy. duh. i just need a shopping spree for spring and summer clothes. i want to hit the mall soon but for now, i've got to hit the books.. :(
Thursday, April 16, 2009
Monday, April 13, 2009
Saturday, April 11, 2009
but iCare?
yesterday was my first adventure in a very long time. "let's go on an adventure. let's do something crazy. let's walk on roofs or something." so after a couple of shots, we went longboarding and met up with alex vu and had an amazing time. boarded around campus, bombed 1/3rd of the hill someone died skateboarding on, visited secret spots. boarded in the middle of streets in the wee hour of the morning, arrived at glider's port and hiked down and up blacks beach cliffs at 4am. the bright moon cast a bright reflection on the ocean, and it was beautiful. i wish i could jump off the cliffs and fly and meet that luminous light and feel the cold breeze on my face. "miracles happen there." then more stories and more inspiration.
honestly, i just want to be supergirl.
honestly, i just want to be supergirl.
Friday, April 10, 2009
i realized i'm a pretty awkward person.
sometimes when i dance, i don't know what to do with my hands and fingers.
i'm gradually making progress on my self-improvement project.
nothing satisfies me more than spending time with my mr. right or eating chinese food while sipping on boba milk tea.
oi, it's me?
sometimes when i dance, i don't know what to do with my hands and fingers.
i'm gradually making progress on my self-improvement project.
nothing satisfies me more than spending time with my mr. right or eating chinese food while sipping on boba milk tea.
oi, it's me?
